Helpless 11/13/2009
 
Normally, I try not to vent in here, but sometimes it's necessary. 

So, given that it's Friday the 13th., I really thought something bad would happen. But it didn't...until about 5 p.m. I got a call from some of Steve's friends about something (I won't specify here - it'd be just my luck he reads this and finds out!) and it really upset me. Let's just say I was left in the dark about planning and it really hurt. My 1 year anniversary with him is about a week from now - less than 10 days, in fact - and his own friends - who I thought were my friends too - failed to mention something pretty significant to the one person who has mailed him packages, letters, photos, numerous gifts and necessities...

Right now, the main emotion I'm feeling is helplessness. I know it was an honest miscommunication error, but gosh, it really stung to hear that I wasn't viewed as important enough to them to be one of the first people to know what's going on instead of finding out days later (nearly a week since it was announced, in fact). Sigh. 

On a little lighter note, it's the weekend! And only two weeks until Steve is home! I have a boatload of school work, organization stuff, etc. to do, but all the same I know once it's done we can spend a lot more time together.

And wowwie wow, look at the change in page views the last few days. All over the map!
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That's kind of all I had to say. I'm really looking forward to the end of this semester, this tour of duty, this year, and the start of a new one. It's so close!
 


Comments

Samantha

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 21:28:27

Well, you know how I feel...
And I was an emotional bundle before Pat returned.
I love you girl, and I'm here for you no matter what! You can call anytime, day or night!

 



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